Oh, how we loathe ourselves
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txdominique
txdominique Nervous but hopeful.
Autoplay OFF   •   2 years ago
But her and I will never find an escape
Since we found hell inside ourselves

Oh, how we loathe ourselves

"I wish I looked liked you"

Then she began to cry

It was as if my veins were filled with cement

I couldn't move, could barely imagine even trembling

Disgust flooded my body

Heavier than cement-laden veins

Or bones built with stones

How could I open my mouth to speak

With a tongue crafted from sand,

Falling apart and choking me,

While my mere existence was hurting her?

I could patch up the wounds and medicate the pain

But it would all return

Once her eyes found mine

Hate would riddle her thoughts

Pointing guns at herself

Made up of everything she lacks

And my words would fall upon deaf ears

Because she couldn't hear past her demons

The same demons that pulled tears from me

And turned the shower faucet to the left

Until the water burned my skin

The same way my tears burned my eyes

The same way her words burned my mind

The same way the demons burn her alive

Day after day

It always hurts in the same way

But her and I will never find an escape

Since we found hell inside ourselves

The devil keeps our hearts locked in a cage

And when we look into each other's eyes

We can see the silent, raging flames.

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