She was never mine
She was herself’s owner
She was her
Cecile, when I thought about you
My whole body cried
In many ways, I saw that I couldn’t escape from you
You’re so gorgeous, why?
I came here to stay away from you
“If I manage to stay two month without her, I can do it!”
How wrong and silly I was
Cecile, Cecile, Cecile
Hey, will you see me cry?
Will you listen to me?
God, it hurts! What did you do with me?
I wanna see you
I wanna touch you
I wanna feel you
God, help me! My whole mind is devastated
Like a fairy tale, you needed a prince
I could never become your prince
Not a princess, or a queen
I was only me, and you were my angel
You’re so cute and gentle
How many times I asked God to let me become someone suitable for you?
But I can’t!
Never, never, never enough
I wanna be here for you
But I have those feeling in my way
I’m torturing both of us
Just because I can’t get ridden of you
Your curly hair
So very beautiful in many ways
I can’t hug them the way i wish
I will do my best to take you out of my mind
But please, do not wait for me
I can’t be here
My throat is so dry
But my eyes are so wet
My lips are cracked
My nails are bitten
My heart is cut
Will you please leave?