[German]; to be extremely lonely, so much that no one can even find you or reach for you, mentally or physically.
I don’t know, what to write
As all my words
Have been stolen
And bent to such proportions,
That they do not seem to be mine.
Bent and broken, dust and stones,
Graves unmarked where not a flower lies,
Neither do the people
Set a foot upon these deserted dead.
I am nothing more, than a maimed,
Broken writer, left for dead.
And the words that I wish to grasp,
Buzz around me like gnats.