Can’t stop. Will it ever stop? My heart quivers with every breath.
There’s no one
Why is it just me? It’s just me. But there’s pain and a vacant room
And I don’t feel my face but not for reasons you think
I start to shake and my vision blurs but not for reasons you think
My brain gets heavy and everyone around me disappears and I taste the salt water
My heart hammers and not for reasons you think
In a vacant, dark, and silent room all memories and feelings disappear. Just loneliness and the hand of suffocation around my neck
As my every breath gets heavier and not for reasons you think
But hush because no one can know. No one at all.
Why is because it’s not normal to talk to no one. Because no one is there.
They will think of worse reason than you think and they will laugh. They don’t see it the way I do because I’m not actually here
I was never here.