I miss you in the silences,
When I come home from work.
I miss telling you about my day,
And kissing you hello.
The tender moments that we shared,
So many months ago.
I miss the troubles that we shared,
I guess that might seem weird,
But I could handle anything
As long as you were near.
One side says "not long enough",
The other says "too long".
But when it comes to how I grieve,
I find they all are wrong.
I look for signs that you are here,
I haven't seen them yet.
I guess you know it isn't time,
That I'm not ready yet.
A new year came and old one went
The seasons, they change too.
But it's not the same here anymore
Living without you.
I will pull through, I know I will,
With help from God above
He holds me in His hand each day,
And heals me with His love.