I know you’ve been hurt before. I know you keep that pain stored behind a locked door far away in your brain. I know sometimes you question if your sane.
I see you struggling to stay in your own lane. You wear Jesus on a fake chain and yet your beliefs are somewhere far gone in a drain. how long has it been since you cried? I know your pride doesn’t allow you to, if only you knew to me your completely see through.
I know the girl before me broke you. And though I don’t know her I hate her for ruining what we could have been.
Neither of us are telling each other the truth I have a boy on the side and she’s the only one who’s ever been on your mind.
I wish I was the kind of girl who could easily trust... I wish he wasn’t the kind of boy easily consumed by lust....
Sometimes I just wonder when I’m in your car and you kiss me do you imagine that its her eyes that have so much love in them for you ?
But she’s gone and I’m here. Falling in love is your biggest fear. And Mine is that on your mind she will always appear.
I just want you to know if I could I would have broken myself open just to give u the parts that your heart was lacking. A smart girl would have sent you packing. But then again a smart girl wouldn’t have fell in love in the first place.