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My Pain...

by musingsofamgtow

The more I see and learn about the truth... The more my heart bleeds...

The more I see that the society I and countless men before me worked so hard to build, Has turned against me and all of my kind, The more my heart darkens with pain hurt and resentment...

I see it, I see it clear as day. And I am afraid...

My eyes darken now when I look at women... Resentment breeds hate in my heart.. And the hate inflames resentment in a vicious and unending cycle...

The gender we worked so hard to protect...

The state we gave our lives to build...

They have both turned against us...

They are now the our enemy, and we theirs...

The lives of countless men have been both lost and destroyed at the hands of this deadly duo...

And neither seems to have a conscience. Neither seems to be bothered by our pain, our loss, our grief….

I want to close my eyes... I want to un-know everything I now know... I want to be afforded at least one more moment of blissful ignorance... A moment of respite from my pain....

I want to for one last time, be able to look at women with naïveté... To see angels that could do no wrong... Noble princesses that would repay self sacrifice with pure and unbridled love...

But alas, I have lost my innocence, and cannot get it back... The veil has been torn away from my eyes and what I see, I cannot unsee...

When I let my tears flow, I am shamed... When I reach for help, I am scorned... When I speak my truth, I am vilified... And so now, my heart darkens…

I am at an end, at the precipice of darkness. Where once was trust, now breeds suspicion. Where once was a will to protect, now stands jaded indifference. Where once was love, now creeps hate...

I am afraid, I am very afraid...

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