They think I do.
by the way I laugh, smile and hold myself together...
but I dont.
Never did and dont think I ever could.
So many people have broken me and my self worth,
So many people belittled me to nothing.
Here I am now, nothing.
Its so bad, that Im not sure I can remember a time where I did like myself.
I dont love myself, I hate myself so much that...
I dont want to live anymore.