your scared of being on your own, I've decided I want to be all alone,

she crept into my thoughts, a bad aftertaste arose in my mouth.

I felt myself slipping, Tears running down,

Driving.

Meaning.

today I felt very very sad. the kind of sad that envelopes you and your very being.

You betrayed me. You fed me an apple,

It’s been a while. Crying in bathrooms, blood staining the floors.

cause of death: myself.

It’s been a while, I’ve found my new love.

I am trapped between crazy and insane. My mind having endless thoughts that make my mind loud as can be.

And in the end. You will have no one,

Maybe it will take you a thousand days, To realize I left, and when you do realize.

Clouds shouting in the sky, Little kids saying they want to die,

I wanted you to wait, I anxiously tap my feet.

They tell me you arent doing good, and I shouldnt care... Although Im curious, have you been smoking me away?