I had thought about this moment more times than I cared to admit.
There was even a time where it consumed my every thought.
I was excited when I figured out that you may feel the same.
That excitement turned into cautiousness
cautiousness turned into fear
fear turned into avoidance.
I feared for the next time I would see you.
I saw you anyways.
You kissed me.
I could feel your heart pumping out of your chest.
I felt confused
I thought we were meant to be.
I wanted to feel electricity.
I guess I am made of rubber.