I love giving attentions, hugs, kisses
But I hate when someone do the same to me without asking
I'm happy on the outside
But I don't know how I actually feel on the inside
I'm often acting feelings
Like being sad, laugh, cry, smile. It's now a habit to smile even if I don't want to.
I feel nothing, I try to convince myself that I can feel something, but I really can't
I do things by thinking "if I dont do that, people will think I'm weird"
So I'm doing it.
If one day, you see someone smiling in inappropriate circumstances, before you think that he/she doesn't care. Maybe it's because he/she doesn't know how to react.