It's been 4 days that I haven't seen him, and yet, it's like months for me

I'm strange, but nobody knows me here so I can be myself (I'm sorry, again, if I made mistakes in this one)

It hurts to know that boys don't cry because of one sentence: "Be a man"

This is what I want to tell to this guy who loves me too much (I'm sorry if there are mistakes, English is not my native tong)