She deserved everything in the world, like someone who is near when she's sad or someone to hold her during storms. Not someone who can't come over because the drive is too long.
She deserved someone who would read her stories or draw her pretty pictures. Not someone who is selfish and talks too much about foolish things.
She deserved someone who baked her things and made her hot chocolate. Not taking her out to expensive places for cheap things.
She deserved someone who was as kind to her, and as clingy as her. Not someone who was simply too busy to bother, or too tired to try.
And there is guilt. She deserved someone who tries harder, instead of trying to convince her with no results of improvement.