Someone I care about texted me while I was writing this and I realized that there's hope.

1-800-273-8255

I used to have good highs now I have bad highs.

a glimpse

I'm struggling

I'm so scared and confused

worthless

Hollowness -- Sorry for the brief hiatus!

And old writing that I finally found an ending for

His eyes are perfect.

I saw him and a fire burned inside of me that made me full of rage.

I love as much as I hate and I love the balance.

confidence

It will soon have been 3 years I believe. My feelings towards him have changed in that time.

Gender identity? An odd concept.

An old poem I made in high school.

Please, recognize abuse and leave it.

He's my friend.

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