There are cameras in my house, like at work. I can avoid being caught if I find the cameras. That way I know where to avoid doing things my parents don't want me to do.
I haven't skipped a dose, but I feel like I have. I'm too scared to move half the time. I force myself to leave my room to go get food or go to the bathroom. Other times I'm pacing all over the house.
Sometimes I believe in the seven deadly sins, and that Gluttony has possessed me. For some reason I try to find fullness and the only way I know how is by food. Then I think of Buddha and how he denied himself food, and then learned how to control his desires. I can't. I want to be full. I feel so empty.