"I Don't Want It"
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lpenlow
lpenlowSlow and dark poems
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Hopelessness

"I Don't Want It"

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I don’t want my phone on. I don’t want them near me. I don’t want to talk aloud. I don’t want to dance. I don’t want to go. I don’t want to remember. I don’t want to handle it. I don’t want to tell anyone.

Fuck.

I feel so off. I feel so manic. I feel so dull. I feel so scared. I feel so empty. I feel so alone. I feel so confused. I feel so disturbed.

Fuck.

I want them here. No, Not them. I want them. I want one at one point, Another at another. I want all at once, But gone one by one.

Fuck.

I want to be the last to leave, Not the last to come. I want to be the first to invite. And have people agree. I want to be wanted and not a last thought.

I want the connection they have All connections are different. I want one that’s not dreaded.

Fuck.

I don’t want this.

Fuck.

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