To lose a mother you must simply wake up and see how toxic the relationship is. You turn to your father, who is now the only one you trust.
To lose a father you must accept who you are despite his wishes. You turn to your friends, who always have your back.
To lose your friends you must have a life. As their anger rises, you turn to the one you love, who is quite new to your lifestyle.
To lose the one you love you must tell them your problems, or so you learned from the ass that made you cry every night. You turn to yourself, who is the last hope.
To lose yourself you must lose everyone else. To lose yourself you must become worthless to others.