You told me our past together is still your anchor and comfort zone whenever your mind is messed up.
You wondered why my anchor isn't our past! Wasn't that good for me? I couldn't tell you the truth.
It was so much good but because you cheated on me with her, I can't think about us together purely without involving her in my thoughts, and I am sorry for that.
Sorry for myself, for you and for our long relationship.
You and her ruined everything.
But I never wanted to forget you nor our years together.
I was ready to move on but with holding you in my heart.
You came to me after the all alone struggling remembering me how it feels to be here with me again despite your desire in forgetting me and how you wish we'd never ever met or fall in love.
Is that what you call a real love? you want to forget it! you really wish you'd never fall in love with me?
P.S. I am happy I loved you despite all the harm you did to me. I won't forget you.