I wanted to say something,
about how am I tired from these unanswered questions,
about how much I thought of new fresh starts,
about how those two caused real damage to me,
about how I’m so sick of me and my weakness and how much I wanted to gain a little bit of strength,
about me wanting to let things and feelings and people go,
about that trendy word, I used to repeat but never applied and I should have applied it earlier. the “trust no one” word that I never applied it and need to start doing this now.