I have no clue how to make myself feel better about any of this, the thought of you just not caring about me anymore, makes me feel so worthless,
why did you have to let me go through this torture, I'm sorry if I have done anything, I just feel so hopeless, I would die just to hear your voice again, to have you near me,
to feel your presence and serenade my ears with your laughters. You just threw me away, as if I was this fling you had.
I keep running in circles, viscious cycles looping in my head, what will I ever do knowing that you won't be in my life ever?
What will I do knowing that I'll never be able to experience happiness? Will I be able to live like this ? Is this karma, for all the unfortunate things I've done in my life?
Are you really that selfish?
The love I know is not, how could I ever live with knowing that such soul exists in this universe, and I lost it because I couldn't love you enough, I loved you too much,
I loved you as hard as I could, I've never loved anyone like that, including myself. Please come back to me.