How I felt all the way...

To my everlasting muse...

If we ever meet again, these are the questions I wanna know the answers to...

Someday, I'll wake up to the smell of coffee, with you running your fingers through my hair Someday, we'll stay in bed all day, nothing but skin and sheets

I have no clue how to make myself feel better about any of this, the thought of you just not caring about me anymore, makes me feel so worthless, why did you have to let me go through this torture, I'...

Why do I have to suddenly see you everywhere? and why do I have the urge to hug you everytime I see you ? I love you so much, I cry everyday because you're not in my life anymore, I hate that I'm dyi...

The lump in my throat that I feel when I see you with her, the tears I shed everytime I see you smile and knowing I'm not the reason for it, no one prepared me for that, no one taught me how to cope ...

It's so tragic that seeing you still lighs up my world, even after treating me like you did, you fucked me up for good and I don't know what to do about it, you have all of me forever, and I don"t kno...

The thought of you getting over me, kills me, the look you had on your face, you hated me, I don't even know how could I ever live with myself knowing that you hate me that much, the look you gave me,...

A snippet of how I feel most of the time