Redemption
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growing_down
growing_down Community member
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To my everlasting muse...

Redemption

I’ve tried to abstain from falling for you, I’ve tried to abstain from wanting you in ways I never dreamed of, I’ve tried to abstain from making another woman my competition,

I’ve tried to abstain from losing myself again… I failed.

I’ve tried to abstain from kissing you, from holding you, I’ve tried to abstain from touching you, from craving you, I’ve tried to abstain from wanting to breath you in,

to just make you a part of me… I failed.

I’ve tried to abstain from seeing the worst side of you, from making her hate me, I’ve tried to abstain from breaking the vow I took,

I’ve tried to abstain from anything that would hurt you or her, I’ve tried to abstain from hating you, from realizing that it was never love,

I’ve tried to abstain from seeing it all for what it is… I failed.

I’ve tried to abstain from crying about you again, I’ve tried to abstain from missing you, I’ve tried to abstain from dying to hear your voice… I failed.

I’ve tried to abstain from writing about you, from missing someone who never gave a shit about me, I’ve tried to abstain from the thought of you that makes my heart aches… I failed.

I’ve tried to abstain from you… I failed.

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