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@diyan

you love the idea of me but not me


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diyan
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d.n. . 2 years ago
fountains of crimson
i don’t rmbr what this was about i just know it hurts
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diyan
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d.n. . 2 years ago
a fucking burden
sometimes i hope she will kill me. cuz it would be over
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diyan
diyan Commabassador
d.n. . 2 years ago
let my ribs rupture
i need a hug so fucking bad.
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diyan
diyan Commabassador
d.n. . 2 years ago
mutilated shape
i would be lying if i said i didn’t starve myself for you to love me.
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diyan
diyan Commabassador
d.n. . 2 years ago
sorry i exist
reds been a good color on me lately
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diyan
diyan Commabassador
d.n. . 2 years ago
withered desperate corpse
i rlly need someone.. i rlly need someone to love me. to show that they love me. but the universe would never allow that.
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diyan
diyan Commabassador
d.n. . 2 years ago
release
why doesn’t anyone love me anymore? i wish someone loved me..
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diyan
diyan Commabassador
d.n. . 2 years ago
city apartments
when ur the last sibling to leave the house and your parents give up parenting you… :/
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diyan
diyan Commabassador
d.n. . 2 years ago
your ignorance is s***
growing up as a brown person in a dominant white community is a different experience itself.
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diyan
diyan Commabassador
d.n. . 2 years ago
tiptoeing
a somewhat made up scenario i made to combat my anger
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diyan
diyan Commabassador
d.n. . 2 years ago
we weren’t
im tired of proving that im sad. is my sadness not enough? just because you don’t like it? unbelievable.
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diyan
diyan Commabassador
d.n. . 2 years ago
all the things that hurt
i need a friend rn :/
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diyan
diyan Commabassador
d.n. . 2 years ago
replaceable
did you really expect it not to hurt me much at all?
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diyan
diyan Commabassador
d.n. . 2 years ago
driving farther from you
the taste of where we’ll last meet
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diyan
diyan Commabassador
d.n. . 3 years ago
catch me
sometimes i feel hopeless.. when you don’t see an end to something. it’s just never ending
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diyan
diyan Commabassador
d.n. . 3 years ago
so fucking numb
fuck the old me lol
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diyan
diyan Commabassador
d.n. . 3 years ago
friend in the dark
tw : sh (very descriptive) // “nobody even noticed. i thought they might care.”
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diyan
diyan Commabassador
d.n. . 3 years ago
the residue of may
it was supposed to be better.. i was supposed to not be this way.
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diyan
diyan Commabassador
d.n. . 3 years ago
happy birthday, hymn!
happy birthday to my favorite person <3
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diyan
diyan Commabassador
d.n. . 3 years ago
it hurt
tw : SA // i cannot look at my body and see it as my own. and nobody can ever bring that back.
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