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Am I the only one who apologizes after everything I do? :( 🖤

By: bbyxlunar

Anxiety.

by bbyxlunar

I keep apologizing.

I keep apologizing. For “forgetting to wake up”.

I keep apologizing. For “forgetting to wake up”. But my motivation is just near to empty.

I keep apologizing.

I keep apologizing. For always going silent.

I keep apologizing. For always going silent. I am just left speechless. I have nothing left to say.

I keep apologizing. For always being so “tired”.

I keep apologizing. For always being so “tired”. But my head is swarmed with the overwhelming voices that explain to me how unworthy I am compared to others around me.

I keep apologizing.

I keep apologizing. For taking up precious space.

I keep apologizing. For taking up precious space. Space worthy to be filled by someone who could change the world rather than someone who isolates themself from it.

I keep apologizing.

I keep apologizing. For never showing up.

I keep apologizing. For never showing up. But my bed draws me to the darkness and protection underneath the covers. Hidden.

I keep apologizing.

I keep apologizing. Because I know that I am doing something wrong.

I keep apologizing. Because I know that I am doing something wrong. I never do anything right.

I keep apologizing.

I keep apologizing. Because I don’t want to mess up.

I keep apologizing. Because I don’t want to mess up. I don’t want you to hate me.

But mostly- I keep apologizing.

But mostly- I keep apologizing. Because I am sorry.

But mostly- I keep apologizing. Because I am sorry. Sorry for always messing up and disappointing you. For always disappearing and making excuses. For never being there, but instead in my bed or crying beneath a shower head.

But mostly- I keep apologizing. Because I am sorry. Sorry for always messing up and disappointing you. For always disappearing and making excuses. For never being there, but instead in my bed or crying beneath a shower head. I am sorry.

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