My whole life I had dreamed of you. Every aspiration in life still uncertain but the one thing that I was sure about was you.
Being a mother was something I’d dreamed about since I was a little girl. You arrived a little earlier than anticipated- try 10 years.
The overwhelming feeling of love I felt when I laid eyes on you was like no other, you were perfect, beautiful, you were mine.
I look at you now, 3 months down the line and I am absolutely besotted, you are a dream.
A cheeky little boy the image of your daddy, I still can’t believe you are real, a tiny human who is half of me and half of my best friend.
The night I found out we were expecting you I cried relentlessly to your father, unsure of whether we would be able to give you the life you deserve, both of us still being young and naiive.
I went home that night, grabbed my journal and began to write and before I knew it I was writing to you,
I made a promise to you that night that I would love you and protect you with all of my being for as long as I live.
You are everything I’ve ever wanted and more, you’ve made my life a whole lot brighter and I love you endlessly.