"Not so young anymore" Part 2

We're not so young anymore

Finding things to numb the pain

Taking things to quicken the day

Drinking till our faces and invisible pain is numb

Self inflicted pain

Through burns, swallows and sipping

All to heal what's missing

Filling the whole in our chest with with pills and booze

My mind is a mess

I easily find things to misuse

My body is abused

Something is eating at it

A host

I can feel my insides begin to roast