Please Let Me Go
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I feel like I am trapped in my mind. I am struggling and I can't breathe.

Please Let Me Go

by: andy_blue12 Tell me what you think!

TW: mentions of self harm, mental issues, trauma... **also swearing**

Sometimes I wonder about life,

Should I continue to pretend,

That my scars aren't from a knife,

That I held in my own hand?

Why even hide it?

Why even pretend?

That my mind,

That my mind, Inside it,

Doesn't care this wound won't mend?

Don't hug me,

Don't hug me, Don't t o u c h me.

DON'T EVEN COME CLOSE.

DON'T EVEN COME CLOSE. Cause something in my mind ain't right.

The problem is....

The problem is.... I'm the only one who knows.

this pain,

this pain, this hurt,

this pain, this hurt, it stains,

this pain, this hurt, it stains, gets worse.

it B E A T S your mind,

it B E A T S your mind, and

it B E A T S your mind, and E A T S

it B E A T S your mind, and E A T S your heart.

until...

until... you fucking

until... you fucking F A L L

until... you fucking F A L L APA T R

And it never goes away.

And it never goes away. But you still

And it never goes away. But you still hope

And it never goes away. But you still hope, wish,

And it never goes away. But you still hope, wish, beg,

And it never goes away. But you still hope, wish, beg, and pray...

That one day...

That one day... It won't want to stay.

that it will......

that it will...... D I S I N T E G R A T E

And I beg for it to go,

And I beg for it to go, "Please leave me the fuck alone."

And I beg for it to go, "Please leave me the fuck alone." and there's a fear I tell myself,

that I'M its one and Only home.

And every time that it appears,

And every time that it appears, It's always,

And every time that it appears, It's always, ALWAYS

And every time that it appears, It's always, ALWAYS badly timed.

And every time that it appears, It's always, ALWAYS badly timed. It feels me with fear, and takes control,

And every time that it appears, It's always, ALWAYS badly timed. It feels me with fear, and takes control, of my heart,

And every time that it appears, It's always, ALWAYS badly timed. It feels me with fear, and takes control, of my heart, being,

And every time that it appears, It's always, ALWAYS badly timed. It feels me with fear, and takes control, of my heart, being, soul,

And every time that it appears, It's always, ALWAYS badly timed. It feels me with fear, and takes control, of my heart, being, soul, body,

And every time that it appears, It's always, ALWAYS badly timed. It feels me with fear, and takes control, of my heart, being, soul, body, and mind.

"Please let go of me." I plead.

"Please let go of me." I plead. As it continues to grow, evolve.

"Please let go of me." I plead. As it continues to grow, evolve. Crying, wishing it would leave,

"Please let go of me." I plead. As it continues to grow, evolve. Crying, wishing it would leave, Things go black, and I dissolve.

thank-you SM to all the people who are following me! I got a bunch of followers n' likes recently, and I am very grateful for every one of em! Please comment what you thought, or give a like if you liked it ! Much love and appreciation, andy_blue12.... :)

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