"Kabhi kabhi mere dil me khayal aata hai, k jaise tujhko banaya gaya hai mere liye.." It was a picturesque evening, the sky filled with versatile shades of violet, orange and pink; as I sat on the terrace with my earphones plugged in, this song on repeat.
I was in this dimensionless void of my own, where things could be flawed exquisitely. "Tu ab se pehle sitaro me bas rahi thi kahi, tujhe zami pe bulaya gaya hai mere liye.."
True indeed!! When I close my eyes, I see him; virtually realistic. His smile affectionate, his eyes tender, the curve of his lips with a small crinkle in the corner of his eyes, slightly amused by something with an aura of calmness.
The sky changes colours until the moon ascends and darkness intensifies. I close my eyes and let myself relax as I see him beside me, smiling at my weirdness. It's almost been a year since we've been together. There are shades of his persona that I've witnessed and there are layers of my soul, bare in front of him.
I recall all the bittersweet memories as I feel him behind me, his hands on my waist, his breath hot on my neck. "K jaise mujhe chahegi tu umar bhar yuhi, uthegi meri taraf pyar ki nazar yuhi..." The song ends and starts over again as I lean back into the familier solance of his arms that I call "HOME".