by Zahidah Adnan
It was your birthday yesterday.
I didn't texted you.
Not that I didn't want to.
I tried not to.
I have my pride.
That I didn't want to give up this time.
Sending you a birthday text..
Would just be an excuse to speak to you again. After months.
I didn't want you to see through me.
About how much I've been missing you.
You've moved on long ago.
And you've met someone new.
You've probably forgotten
Though you may have forgotten about me.
I hope you'll never forget how madly in love I was with you. How I've made you feel.
A part of me will always choose to
love you. miss you.
Happy Birthday to the person I used to love most.
And probably still do.