Believe me when I say I'm a mess. I'm trying so hard not to be. I'm trying so hard to give you all of me. But he's still the owner of it all, not you and not me. He took my life in his hands, redecorated my head space and my heart, changed me in ways I couldn't have imagined.
Believe me when I say
I'm a mess.
I'm trying so hard not to be.
I'm trying so hard to give you all of me.
But he's still the owner of it all,
not you and not me.
He took my life in his hands,
redecorated my head space and my heart,
changed me in ways I... poetry stories
  0
  •  
  0
  •   0 comments
Share

yoanaxx
yoanaxx Here to share my heart with you.
Autoplay OFF   •   7 months ago
To my future love,
both of them.

Believe me when I say I'm a mess. I'm trying so hard not to be. I'm trying so hard to give you all of me. But he's still the owner of it all, not you and not me. He took my life in his hands, redecorated my head space and my heart, changed me in ways I couldn't have imagined.

He's still there, when I'm falling asleep next to you, when I'm whispering "I love you". He's still there, when you undress me, he's still there, when you caress me. He's still there, whenever I look at myself in the mirror, and nothing is easy, nor clear. I'm figuring out my life, now that I'm by myself.

I'm sorry for making you go through this with me, even though you knew what you're getting into, I wish you didn't have to. And you're my best friend, of course you care, you always have, even when it hurts you. I promise, I'm doing my best. And one day, I'll be able to give you everything you deserve. One day, he won't live in my mind, nor my heart.

And most importantly, one day I'll know how to love myself enough, that no one will ever possess my life like him. I'll know how to be enough to myself, to be proud of who I am. I'll be by my own side, I won't need anyone helping me find my path. And I'd like you to be there when it happens, but I'll feel so consistent with myself, that I won't necessarily need you to.

Stories We Think You'll Love 💕

Get The App

App Store
COMMENTS (0)
SHOUTOUTS (0)