I Don't Want To Do Anything
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xgelatinex
xgelatinex Secretly writing about her feelings. Shh
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I am tired.

I Don't Want To Do Anything

I am tired.

I don't want to do anything.

I don't want to waste my time doing things that will only lead to my demise.

I don't want to do things that may or may not make people disappointed in me. I don't want that 50-50 percent chance.

I am tired of all the things that people say when I try to do something.

I am not what I say or do.

When I smile, that doesn't mean I am happy.

When I do things, I simply can't accept the fact that I am without worth.

I don't want to see my loved ones faces all scrunched up like a piece of paper.

Their eyes are bottomless wells of sadness that pull me in and drown me in regret.

I am tired of all the expectations that are forcefully being fed to me.

I am not hungry for their endless wants and expectations. I simply long for the broken dreams and promises they can't keep.

The love I used to feel.

They are now distant memories. Things from the past that are now too blurry for me to remember.

I don't want to do anything.

And what better way to not do anything than to not breathe at all.

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