Listen to : Sleeping At Last - "Saturn" on reply until the end... If you are able to listen to this while you read this chapter, that will be amazing...
January 5th 2019 I have not seen or heard from Dan since December, when he told me he loved me. I don't know how to be around him, I am getting married in 40 days. I can't afford to be confused. Why did he do this to me?
I was great, I was jubilant. He just had to come here with his beautiful grey eyes and crumble my world from under my feet. I need to forget about him. Colin is amazing, he is a very good man, and I love him. Dan is the past, I need to leave him in the past.
January 10th 2019 I have not written in a while. I have not been feeling up to doing anything. I'm lost without her
January 20th 2019 We just did some wedding rehearsals. My bridesmaids and groomsmen looked amazing. They are working on a dance routine, and I think everyone at the wedding will love it.
I was doing great, everything was fine until Jax asked me about Dan. "Have you spoken to Dan? That question coming from Jax was shocking. I responded with " I'm I supposed to? "I know how you feel about him Dahlia. He stated as he took a sit next to me.
Jax, I have no idea what you mean. He stayed silent for a while and then he smiled. "I heard you on the phone with Laurie the other night. I immediately got offended "How dare you? That was private.
Typical of my brother to listen in on conversations that have nothing to do with him. "I'm sorry Dee, I just don't want you to regret anything. He then gets up and leave my room. Funny right? How he is the reason I was not with Dan in the first place.
Now years later, I'm getting married and then this... I remember a time when I wanted to spend every moment of my life loving Dan. But it was never meant to be. Our paths got separated and time took us away from each other. We got no way back. I'm marrying Colin.
February 11th 2019 The love of my life is getting married soon. Not to me. She had the nerve to send me an invitation. I guess, I will go. I probably need the closure this will give me. It's time to move on now
February 12th 2019 Dear diary My wedding is in two days. I will be Mrs Colin West soon. I'm scared I have been unable to think clearly I don't know what I am doing.
February 13th 2019 It was around 6:00pm that I got a phone call that changed my life. "You need to come to the hospital, something has happened. Jax sounded out of breath on the other end of my phone.
A million questions rush through my mind, I was confused. "Did something happen to you? I asked while panicking at full speed. "Just get here bro. He then cut the phone.
I rushed to the hospital not knowing what to expect. my best friend could have been hurt and I was in panic mode. I get to the hospital and I find Jax pacing around the waiting room with a gloomy look plastered on his face. His parents were seated behind him.
His mother had her face buried in the palm of her hands. His father was next to her stroking her shoulders. When Jax saw me, he came to me and gave me a hug. He had tears in his eyes. "Where is Dahlia? I asked with my heart about to burst out my chest.
"There was an accident and the doctors are doing everything they can to save her. Jax was shacking as he spoke. His love for his little sister was the greatest love I have ever seen a brother give. I felt severe pain in my chest causing me to stumble backwards into a chair.
It was then that her fiance walked in the waiting room pointing an accusing finger towards me. "This is all your damn fault. He shouted at the top of his lungs. Everyone in the room was confused, wondering what this foolish man was going on about.
"Dude, what are you talking about? Dan wasn't even there. Jax spoke angrily. "She was on her way to see him when this happened. This is all his fault. Colin shouted as he walked closer to me. I got up from my seat in an instant. Waiting and daring him to come any closer
It was at 8:30pm when a nurse came back into the room. The doctor will be in to speak to the parents soon. 8:40pm The doctor walks in and asks to speak with Dahlia's parents. They walk out and a few minutes later they walk back in.
"She is awake, she is asking for a Daniel." The doctor said. Everyone in the room had their eyes on me. Her fiance looked furious and I was happy I was so happy she was awake.. I walk in the room and my heart was pained, my beautiful girl was hooked to machines but she was asking for me..
Tears start to rain down my cheeks when she asks me to get closer to her bedside. "Daniel, you came." I looked down at her and smiled through my sadness "Dahlia, I will always come for you."
"Daniel I am so sorry, I left that night, I should have said something. You opened up to me and I walked away." Tears were still falling out my eyes with each word she struggled to speak. "You are getting married, i understand."
She smiled again with tears filling her eyes "Tell me, Tell me Daniel and I will do it." Confused I lock eyes with her "Tell you what Dahlia?" She smiled again..
"Tell me not to marry him." I was in shock, so I took her hand in mine. "I can't tell you that, you need to figure that out on your own." She lets out a little laugh, almost painful "I am telling you Dan, I love you too."
Everything after that moment is a blur. She recovered and she got married...
June 10th 2019 I got married yesterday, it was beautiful and it was romantic. I married the man who loves as much as he loves himself. I am happy, and I am loved FOREVER It went something like this..
"Do you both promise for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do you part, according to God's holy ordinance?" DANIEL: I do DAHLIA: I do "Ladies and Gentlemen, Mr and Mrs Karter."
June 9th 2019 Dahlia Moon Karter, I will love you forever, my beautiful wife, my home THE END!!!!