Sometimes I wish this is not a place where I live, this is not my family, this is not my life.. Sometimes I wish this is not me, and sometimes I wish I’d never been born at all.. Maybe it happens sometimes or maybe it happens most of the times..
Sometimes or let’s say most of the times I feel useless as a human.. I don’t know what to do with my life, I know what my dreams are but I don’t know how to make things come true.. what I do then? I pray and only hope God listens and makes my dreams come true..
I cry every night before sleep because I see the day coming ..
I wanna die, please God take me.. that’s echoing in my head every damn night But.... what do I have for my ever after life? What good deeds I’ve done? Why should I ask for death? Does it know when to come anyway? See? That’s one of the signs of my useless life..
And then.... nothing changes. I must get up and change my point of view of my own life.. I must change my way to living my life, it’s not good. I know, but I am the only one who can make it better.. I must work on my dreams and stop depending on people..
And the most important thing is .. I must stop expecting especially from other humans.. because the thing that hurt you so much in this world is expect something from others. So.. wish me luck guys! I pray that my life and your life are getting better together!