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// letters from a rainbow girl in a monochrome society //

// colorful love in a monochrome society //

i never understood my heart.

it always beat to a different beat that most,

always a bit quicker in tempo,

as if i always feared a part of me

being out in the open for everyone to see.

a part of me that fueled my red blood,

as it pumped from my heart,

to every aspect of my body,

even to parts i was not aware of.

parts of me

that i didn't know i could have,

but spent hours of sleepless nights,

and far too many early mornings

writing into existence,

as beautiful sunrises

of golds and oranges,

of love and misunderstanding,

greeted me with open arms,

as the yellow warmth of the sun engulfed me,

reminding me that i was okay,

that i knew myself more than anyone else.

reminding me that i didn't need reassurance from anyone else,

as long as i felt this was truly me.

i took walks in the beautiful grasses

of the green envy

that found its way into my life.

envy of those whose love

would always be of higher importance than mine.

envy of those who didn't have to prove their love is authentic.

envy that i was unable to control.

as the rain came down,

and washed away my jealously,

with a similar shade of blue

of the tears of sadness

that had managed to crawl out of my colorless void of a soul,

i was cleansed of all the negative parts of society

that happened to come along with the one thing that made me happy.

i felt nearly complete.

until i saw her.

the violet to my heart's rose,

dressed in a trench coat

of none other than a deep purple,

the perfect complement

to the colorless void that i was.

the perfect complement to my loveless self

that society had damned me to.

that was before.

now, i understand my heart,

and all it entails.

i showcase the colors that i used to hide deep within,

the same ones that made me seem colorless when hidden.

i am no longer a void,

and i refuse to let anyone think otherwise,

because i am exasperated

of living in a society of monochrome simplicity,

of contrasting blacks and whites,

when we can glow with our rainbow of harmony.

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