I want control,
Control over my body, the body ive never had before
I used to stop eating, and now i stopped even more
Its like my mind is in control and my body is unknown
Im hopeless, Im useless, Im literally in pain,
My stomach, trying to communicate with my damn brain, aches
Breaks, use a damn stake, to my heart and take away the pain
While I play the damn game of how many calories today, I wont intake
Drop the plate, Its your fate
You wanna lose weight?
Then drain, drain all the sorrows
Black Coffee and Tea is served for dinner tomorrow.
You Ate! You ate some damn food?
Then purge it back up and go to your room, you're doomed.
Signed the girl that you thought you once knew.