I once thought love would fill the void i felt, the pit. Instead it turned its back on me; kicked me in the leg and brought me to my knees. Alone, lost, and in more disparity than ever, I got up. Tears in my eyes. Blood on my hands, Bruises all over my skin.
The pain? Excruciating. The silence? Deafening. The hope? Gone. I stood there. Lost in everything I thought I ever knew. Knowing nothing.
I took my first step. My knees shaky and my head spinning in different directions. dizzy from the turns I’ve made. How did i ever even get this far? She says “ so you admit you’ve come far”
Is that what it sounds like? maybe my fear has brought me here, only my fear can take me out.