Nothingness. That’s how it feels. Like I’m falling into a eternal pit. Of nothing. Alone. Lost. Despaired.
Nothingness. 

That’s how it feels. 

Like I’m falling into a eternal pit. 
Of nothing. 

Alone. 

Lost.

Despaired.

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A conversation. Unfinished.

Nothingness. That’s how it feels. Like I’m falling into a eternal pit. Of nothing. Alone. Lost. Despaired.

I once thought love would fill the void i felt, the pit. Instead it turned its back on me; kicked me in the leg and brought me to my knees. Alone, lost, and in more disparity than ever, I got up. Tears in my eyes. Blood on my hands, Bruises all over my skin.

The pain? Excruciating. The silence? Deafening. The hope? Gone. I stood there. Lost in everything I thought I ever knew. Knowing nothing.

I took my first step. My knees shaky and my head spinning in different directions. dizzy from the turns I’ve made. How did i ever even get this far? She says “ so you admit you’ve come far”

Is that what it sounds like? maybe my fear has brought me here, only my fear can take me out.

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