I was sleeping last night,
When suddenly I thought about you,
The pain you brought me,
Made me break from my perfectly perfect life.
Even in my dream,
You left me crying.
I shot awake,
Tears running down my face,
From that little mistake.
My body shook,
My fingers knotted in my hair,
I was once again,
Thinking of you.
I shook my head no,
And wiped my tears,
And thought about everything we shared.
Until you left me, Again.
The flash backs came,
And my brain started turning,
As I thought of things you could've said,
So I wouldn't be hurting.
You could have lied, You could have stayed, You could have said you loved me, You could've done anything, So I wouldn't burn.
I sighed as the memories of us growing up replayed,
And each one more painful,
As I remembered.
You could have said those 2 little words. Or you could have said three, Hell, you could've said, "I'm sorry"
I started thinking again,
What are you doing right now?
If you saw me now, What would you think?
In a way, I'm glad you're gone. You held me back, From everyone. Now I have more people who care, People who, unlike you, will stay there.
My eyes opened and I realized, You left me with new feelings,
Love, I never experienced it before you,
Hate, Never thought I could, Until you said, "I'm gonna leave you."
I felt pain. The only you could cause.
And I would know, Cause you've done it twice.