I had a dream about us.
It reminded me of the old days.
Everything was just fine and we were talking to each other like nothing ever happened.
It seemed so real... like we were still together...
Then I woke up..
I woke up to nothing.
I looked next to me and you weren't there.
I could hear nothing but the sound of the wind blowing outside telling me to move on.
My heart was filled with nothingness.
"Baby, what's wrong?" Camryn asked. Her voice didn't sound sleepy at all, she must've been up for a while. "Another bad dream?"
"Yeah. I'm sorry," I said.
"Why?" She sat up next to me. She was a very supportive girl, I loved having her around.
"Sorry for bringing you into this... I'm usually stronger than this..." I told her.
“I don't know anymore."
"Don't be sorry," she said. "I'm thankful we met the way we did and that you brought me here. I've been having a lot of fun."
"I'm glad you feel that way," I told her.
"What's on your mind?" She asked.
"It's nothing, just old memories." I paused.
"I keep having these dreams about me and my ex.
Things are completely normal and we talk about what happened and then we laugh and move on.
It always feels so real.
Then I wake up and she's not here anymore..." I explained.
"Not that that's a bad thing because after what she did, I would never in a million years wish for her to be back.
The memories are just bitter sweet you know? Knowing someone for almost seven years definitely had a lot of memories attached to it."
"Yeah, that must be tough... I can't imagine what you're going through right now and I'm glad you're open enough to talk to me about it." She said.
"You just need someone to help you through this hard time...
I can help."
"You've already helped me a lot, ever since I've had you, I haven't felt alone anymore."
"I can help you get your mind off of her right now."
"Fuck me," she said.
"Again?" I asked.
"Good sex will make you forget all about her."
I didn't argue.
I stared into her aqua blue eyes as she leaned in closer to me.
Our noses were almost touching and I could feel the warmth of her breath stroking my face.
I closed my eyes as she gently laid a kiss on my lips. And then another.
This was something I could get used to. I laid down as she continued kissing me down my body.
As she got on top, I slowly start to feel all my troubles being lifted away...