Feet that walked before me Gathering all of the truths Some were left as such & others twisted to fit what was needed instead

Death is near, You told me you’ve given up -19 years with this nasty disease is enough

Death

City Night lights leaving you lay Without me For now This is what it takes to Get what we want For now

I know you think that I am good enough and that I never sweat shit. That I am perfect, even with my faults. But don’t confuse my calmness for easy because the truth of the matter ...when I can’t sleep at night and when I can’t find peace I think of how...

There is a pain that aches every time I breathe I think about all of the things that would be if they could I feel too much so its better to run than to live and learn

If I could take your pain away I would mix it with an ounce of my anger I would add a shot of your fear, Stir in a splash of my hate And let it go It would erase that night forever from The Universe

Death becomes more aware of me It calls me in the night everyday I never answer cus this was never my plan To swerve and duck it’s becoming a task too strong for me Weaving and twirling outside my door. I wonder what will happen to the ones who love m...

I was brave when I knew Id lose I fought to keep you even when My mind turned to darkness I followed through and put up the warning signs I warned you the same I did for myself Im not saying Id change what we did, cus I wouldn’t I just wasn’t strong e...

In you, I feel free Safe and far from Where we used to be A voice climbs from somewhere Alone, buried high as the trees Terror and madness rolled into one Crazed nightmares woke me, it Was the soft whisper of my gun Carving lines in the night’s though...

Oh Babe, Im not saying I want to lose you again. Its just scary, now. Because, I know I can be fine without you.

Lying so close to you Fighting it with everything I’ve got

A million sunsets cannot compare To these feelings in my mind, in my heart my body

It’s 2am, and I am wide awake. I’ve studied what I am & what I could possibly see... In the mirror, your reflection started to show and then stared back at me.

Im trying to hear you but I just can’t. Bear with me, I am in need of your patience.

Twisted lies become my truths Choosing between saving myself or drowning from thoughts of you

It was the night I flew 665 miles to meet you after a silence of eight long years You met me at the gate and lead me through the city’s night lights

If I try hard enough I can still taste your lips on mine If I try hard enough I can feel your heartbeat on my chest If I try hard enough I can see the love and desire in your eyes

Ill trade my mountain trees and summer sunsets FOR