But at the same time, I'm gonna be okay. I'm gonna go through with life. I'm gonna be okay because I have the best people in the world right beside me. The best people are usually the most broken ones. The most broken ones are the ones who have trusted the most.
If it's hard for you to trust someone the first time around, it's gonna be harder for you to trust them the second or third time. They'll start to not listen to you. They'll start to say mean things. They'll start to list all the reasons they think they are ugly. They'll think that people don't love them.
That's not the case with my friends. They are nice and kind and gentle, even when they are sad or angry. They are the most reliable people I could have in my life and I'm thankful that they are here in this world with me. I can't imagine life without them and it would be difficult for me to adjust to them being gone.
If you ever doubt someone, look at them and ask them, "What did you mean when you said _____?" Before you start assuming things about people, you should ask them what's going on in their life and how you can help, even if you can't.
You will never be perfect. You will never be able to solve other people's problems by not knowing. The only way you can fix something is to change. Now, I'm not saying that you HAVE to change, but that's what has worked best for me.
Do you ever miss the good ol' days, way back when you and your friends were just kids and knew nothing of this world? Do you remember how you used to scream every time your friends would chase you? Do you remember the times when you realized that your friend had a harder time growing up than you?
If you do, then you know what true friendship is. But sometimes, that friendship gets worn down by all the lies and secrets you keep from your friends. Sometimes, that special bond that only you and your friends have gets worn down so much that it's not even there anymore.
Relationships are like leaves. They grow fast and spread. They live out their lives happy and get excited when they grow older. But as they grow, they get more fragile and more heart-broken. The leaves will eventually fall and many people will step all over them, ignoring what they once were.
Then, one day, someone will stop to pick up a leaf and take it home. They will preserve it so that one day, it can live another life just as happy and heart-broken as the last. One day, that leaf will take its final breath and shout out to the world, "I was once a part of something beautiful." The leaf will slowly wither away as the world says goodbye.
Then, there will be a new leaf, the same as the last one. The leaf will wonder why it knows that it's been there before. The leaf will slowly remember its past life and slowly, it starts to cry. The leaf cries because it knows that its life this time around will never be the same as the last.
The leaf will come across the same person and feel the other leaf's presence, but it will not see it. That's because the two leaves did not live long enough to know each other fully. Leaves don't live that long and neither do most humans.
Keep what you have and don't be upset if you don't get something or you don't learn something the same way someone else does. The best thing to do in life is to keep going. Because if you don't, you will be lost. You will be lost in a world where other people are lost. You will not know where to go, just like the other people.
You will lose people who were of very important value to you. You will have hard times throughout your friendships and relationships. You will cry several times a day. You will want to kill yourself. The best thing to do is to not do it. As much as you want to, just don't. Your life will get better.
Your life will always get better, even if it doesn't seem like it will. Whenever you are feeling down, just remember that everyone loves you for you and not for who they want you to be. You shouldn't have to change for anybody.
True quote from Dr. Suess: "Today you are you! That is truer than true! There is no one alive who is you-er than you!" There are sometimes people in your life who leave and come back, continuously, over and over and over again until they anger you.
People sometimes don't understand the pain other people are going through and just assume things about that person. Sometimes people will leave and they won't come back. No matter how hard you try, they just won't return to you. They've found someone new. They're happy with their new person.
It doesn't where or when they stopped liking you. They just did. People have tendencies of breaking people's hearts more than once. People who you once trusted will break your heart the most.
I guess that concludes all my thoughts... Thanks for listening...