You tell me nothing but lies
How am I suppose to trust your words now?
Why can't anyone just be honest with me?
Or is it just all in my head?
I can't take it anymore.
I've had enough of being fed what I want,
But not what I need.
How can I change?
I have to kill the parts of myself that I hate.
But it's eating away at me.
Descending into a hole of habits and mindsets I can't escape.
Every time I grasp for air,
I get dragged further
into the deepest parts of this ocean of despair and misery.
What can I do?
What should I do.
There's nothing left for me here.
It's your fault.
Or is it mine?