How can I be
The one
That ruins it for you
How can I be the one that
Destroys everything
Yet
I am the one who finds it hard
To be without you
Who can’t live like this.
Any mor e
It could've been me
But I was to scared
To leave and be the one
I was afraid
To be the one who ruined
Her life
Who broke her reality
Into a hundred pieces
Yet I did in a way
But she is sweeping them together to
Glue them
With you
I want to Take
my paintbrush
And paint your body
That’s what I want to do
Dip my brush
In primal colors
And make swirling patterns all over you
Your skin …
Start at the top of your forehead
In pure white
Adding pigment as I continue
Trace fi...
And I will watch love stories
And drink my wine
Wishing and
Wondering
Turning back the hands of time
Slowly numbing my pain
As the tears will flood
My eyes
The burning prickly sensations
Of raw red memories
Oozing out in a salted cathartic wa...
Pools of unspoken desires and
Unrealized dreams
Awash with many tears of futility and regret
I reflected in them and
And never knew
I’d ever stop
Drowning
I didn’t know how to
Distill them into
A single drop
Sublime
Perfect in its pregnant ...
Ten thousand ways to love me
I never knew you would
Find them
The way you did.
So beautifully
so completely
With your words
You made me laugh
You made me strong
You made me believe
It used to be mine
For my ears only
That deep throated laughter that tender loving hugs
Those crinkly eyes
Filled with love
The warm chest that held me close
Where all my problems disappeared
Where my dreams
Took flight
With your support
Tangled Vines of our lives,
Blossoming beautifully
Yet
squeezing and hurting
in some places
entwined
twisted and turned
excruciatingly in synch
yet
At e they meant to be that way
will they strangle the thresholds
they grown on?
Sliding my hand
Across your face
Except
It’s across the screen
You hold your arms out
and hug me close
Across the miles
We laugh
We smile
And Reach
Our fingers out
Clasping each other’s
So far away
Yet so close
I reach out
Touch my
F...
Butterfly farmers
When you call me
Your love
The butterflies they flutter in my stomach
Then you say will they go away
if you hold me close
I say they will
rise up into my throat
And escape
Out as short deep breaths
You say maybe you
can k...
You
Made me believe
In myself
You made me dream
You made me feel
beautiful
And loved
And enough
You made me strong
And taught me how
To see what was wrong
And to think
And understand
It was not right.
You brought me here
By holding my han...