How can I be
The one
That ruins it for you
How can I be the one that
Destroys everything
Yet
I am the one who finds it hard
To be without you
Who can’t live like this.
Any mor e
It could've been me
But I was to scared
To leave and be the one
I was afraid
To be the one who ruined
Her life
Who broke her reality
Into a hundred pieces
Yet I did in a way
But she is sweeping them together to
Glue them
With you
I want to Take
my paintbrush
And paint your body
That’s what I want to do
Dip my brush
In primal colors
And make swirling patterns all over you
Your skin …
Start at the top of your forehead
In pure white
Adding pigment as I continue
Trace fi...
And I will watch love stories
And drink my wine
Wishing and
Wondering
Turning back the hands of time
Slowly numbing my pain
As the tears will flood
My eyes
The burning prickly sensations
Of raw red memories
Oozing out in a salted cathartic wa...