every day feels like a routine. i wake up, go to class, do chores, read, sleep. every day i feel this numbness feeling. i want to sob i want to cry but i can't.
i can't. just can't. people would see me. and no tears wanted to flow. but i want to cry i really do. i want to sob and cry all these suppressed feelings and thoughts that i have been carrying every day.
i want to let it go. and just sob 'til my eyes get puffy. to just let out my emotions on my own. without anyone questioning. but then, i can't.
i probably should just wait and see how long will i keep up this façade, before i burst on my own, like a balloon filled with way too much air.
written by: starredaisies