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are you all familiar with the saying "you don't know what you have until its gone away"?
i am.

until its gone away

are you all familiar with the saying "you don't know what you have until its gone away"?

i am

i first didn't know what i had i first didn't recognize how much i had, who i couldn't live without

now i know.

when i heard my brother was going to die from cancer i was struck dumb i never thought this moment would come

the moment i have to say goodbye, to the one family member that looked up to me and really loved me, like i loved him.

i knew i had to say goodbye. i just didn't know how you can't tell someone follow the light. it will guide you to heaven. its not like you can say don't be afraid, or its ok to let go. i can't even type it without crying

sometimes i thought about what high school would be like, when i told my friends that i only had one brother

or when he was supposed to go to high school, when i was supposed to show him around, when i clean his room or complain how he always leaves a mess without him there.

it hit me.

that now none of that would happen

now i realized the meaning

i didn't know what i had

until i thought he was leaving

i can hardly explain how happy i am about the miracle that he can still have a hope of getting better, that he will live.

thanks you guys for all of your support:)

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