I really wanted to let you know how I feel, but I knew you wouldn't ever listen to me.
So I wrote this letter, put it in a bottle and threw it into the ocean instead hoping that someday, you might find it while taking a stroll at the beach,
and you might read it out of curiosity as well.
These words are too heavy to be kept inside my heart anymore.
Loving you has always been like sharing a piece of my heart. Years went by, I thought things would change, or maybe certain feelings would, but it never did. It grew with time instead.
I started finding you in every single guy. I know it's wrong, but we all have done things that we're not so proud of, isn't it?
I don't know what it takes to make someone stay, or make them feel the same about you. I wish I did.
And if I could, I would've stopped time and tied our hands together with a handcuff so that I could follow you wherever you'd go. In that way, I'd have never feared of losing you.
I really wish that I could stop time to look into your eyes long enough to make you realise how much you mean to me.
Your heart was the coast of ocean where I left footprints of my love, but a wave erased them as I turned back every time.
I looked at you with the thoughts of oasis in my mind, but when I came closer, it turned out to be a mirage instead. My heart that I gave you to keep safe was found being buried under the sand.
I picked it up and placed it back to where it belonged to. Then I realised that everything had left a void instead, a void I never managed to heal from.