When daylight fades into nights embrace, the cold wind whispers, caressing my face, it goads me on, to the other side, trying to reveal, that which I hide.
The silent screams escape on my breath, my mind it wanders, expecting my death.
It's now I wonder, why I am here. It's now I wonder, what I fear.
Where is the courage, that I so require? To complete the act, which I so desire?
When will the whispers, cease their call? When will the time be, that I'm to fall?
For all these questions, the answers elude me.... what I really want, simply, to be set free....
So perhaps the fire, running through my veins, will lay cinder to the cowardice, enveloping my brain...
When that day comes, my fear beguiled, my wish to fade, fueled and wild. To take control, of this life that is mine, To end it gently, with a blade so fine..
To slip away slowly, to my final rest, Running away, from the life I detest..
So in my heart of hearts, I would say my goodbyes, the bystanders, family, with silent cries.
Sullen looks on their faces, all but understanding, feigning comforts.... Fin...