my secret has been revealed.
and silence has fallen afterwards.
i'm terrified of what will happen next,
i'm scared that people will leave.
the scariest part of admitting it was that i made people freak out,
and get upset,
and go through a range of emotions.
the best part was having the weight of a secret finally fall off my shoulders.
i'm scared to how other people will react,
i feel as if i've been telling a lie for weeks on end.
i feel so selfish.
it's been revealed,
my thoughts and my feelings,
all revealed last night.
and it's terrifying me to no end.