This is going to be kind of sad maybe, but I really need to make this list, for my reason.
Reasons To Not Kill Myself Tonight
1. This Friday the Mean Girls cast album comes out. You're looking forward to that.
2. You're going to Universal on Friday, and you'll have some time alone with liebchen.
3. Piano is so calm and relaxing, don't you want to continue that?
4. Heathers next week.
5. You're gonna be in Singing In The Rain over the summer, you're so excited for it.
6. If you die tonight, then you'll never make it to Broadway.
7. You want to finish your musical, don't you?
8. Ghost and Ashe still don't get along with Chopper, just live long enough to see that.
9. People love you.
10. Mean Girls is going on tour in 2019. Live to see it.
next one is an infinity war spoiler
11. PETER PARKER SHOULDN'T BE DEAD AND NEITHER SHOULD YOU.
12. You want to learn German to have weird conversations with Drew.
You can get through this, and I believe in you.