i’m slowly going insane and i can hear it tap
on my brain.
i keep forgetting and i keep forgetting.
i’m crying every day and i can’t seem to stop the tears from flowing down my face.
my entire life i’ve been sensitive but never this sensitive and i want it to stop.
the person in my head tells me i’m useless and worthless and too much to handle and i can’t handle that person anymore.
i want them out.
get out of my head get out of my head you are not welcome here
but this person has been here since i was born progressively getting worse and worse.
and at the beginning it was just complaining and anxiety and now it’s intense, severe, crippling anxiety, partnered with depression so bad, it is not even called depression anymore.
i’m going insane and i don’t know what to do.
my arm is raw and it burns like hell, i couldn’t help it, i couldn’t breathe, i couldn’t feel, i needed to feel something.
the pain on my arms is nothing compared to the pain in my head and god that sounds emo but it’s true.
i want to be better i want to feel better, but it seems like i can’t do anything write. why can’t i do anything right. i can’t even spell right, right.
i want to be happy i want to be carefree but for as long as i could remember i’ve been like this and i don’t know what i would be like if i didn’t have anxiety and depression.
i’ve experiences this for so long, who am i without my anxiety and depression?
god, i want out.
please help me.