FEAR AND LOATHING
FEAR AND LOATHING
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simplyaverage
simplyaverage whenever i get upset, i tend to write
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i like this guy. and he says he likes me back. but he lives very far. and i get sad

FEAR AND LOATHING

i want intimacy. no, not the kind, that’s meaningless in itself.

i want the kind, where he holds me tight, thinking as if this moment can last for eternity.

i want to be held to be pet, to be loved.

to be told, that the whole solar system, is held within my eyes.

and yet, i cannot let it happen.

i cry and cry, not because he has left, but because, what if he wasn’t mine in the first place.

being close with someone, means there is, a chance, of getting immensely, hurt.

i am not ready for the pain. i don’t think i will ever be ready again.

the thought of the pain of heartbreak, is enough to lead my heart astray, and just leave.

i want intimacy. yet i cannot handle the pain of when all of it ends.

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